Hello everyone, its been a while.
So yesterday it was Valentines day and as usual I didn't have a valentine (if you don't count fictional characters).
I hope you all had a lovely day, because I didn't really have that great of a day if i'm to be honest. The morning was alright, well the rest of the morning was alright after I woke up from a horrible nightmare. I spend the rest of my morning volunteering at my work, that I usually only work on Thursdays, I'm not going to make a habit of working every Saturday though.
But the rest of the day after work wasn't so great. As I was bummed out by the fact I couldn't go out for the day and also later on I was feeling rather awful and gross after a nap I took. I thought naps were suppose to make you feel better, but I guess that isn't always the case. So didn't have that much of a good day yesterday, but I hope you lot had a nice Valentines Day, whether your with someone or not.
And I've been feeling rather home sick lately, and I really want to go on holiday back to England at some point. As I do miss quite a few things about England. But to be honest it would be nice to just have a holiday at all. So I'm hoping to go on a trip somewhere some point this year. Also been feeling a bit lonely, but it can't be help. Though I do miss talking to my old friends, if they even think of me at all. And as for a few of the new friends I've made these past two to three years, they are good friends but I don't get to talk to them much. And people who I used to think of my best friends, I don't really think of them as best friends anymore. I still love them of course and they are still friends of mine. But I just don't feel as close to them as I used to.
Also my laptop is busted, it has been for a long while now. So all this time I've been borrowing my parent's laptop. So i'm currently trying to save up to get a new and decent laptop, as I do miss having my own laptop. And I actually wanted to draw a small something for Valentine's day, but as I don't have my own laptop. Even if I drew it out, I wouldn't be able to work on it. So i'm hoping these next few months to finally get a new laptop. But in the meantime, I should really get myself drawing and I will soon. When I have the time and energy for it.
But it hasn't all been doom and gloom, I got to treat myself once in a while. But I just feeling a bit gloomy, and hopefully I will perk up.
But once I have a new laptop, I will start to get more stuff done. Hopefully.
Anyways guess that's all for now.
Sorry its on a bit of a negative note.